Recently, as I've once mentioned, Alis suke guna big words in her daily conversation. Some of it she picked it up dari adults around her..Some from TV. Nonetheless, ahamdullilah so far, takder lagi perkataan yang kurang enak di dengar from her. I found it hillarious hearing some of wording she chose coz it's rare..I meant, it's not word i would chose to use in daily conversation.

One day, de tengah tengok Ultraman Cosmos on Ceria. Mcm biasa la, part raksasa lawan ultraman then lampu ultraman beep beep merah was most awaited part kan. Masa the fight scene start.. tiba2 aku dgr de buat ulasan. U know, macam WWF wrestling, or bola, or badminton. In this case, de buat ulasan pasal ultraman lawan raksasa of course. Ayat de sangat kelakar dow...

- Otromennnn, bagi amaran dulu !

- Haahahah hahahah amik ko raksasa tidak berguna

- Haaa tau pun takut, Mummy.. raksasa bulu ni dh nak balik dah.. De takut ultraman

- Seranggg dier... serang dierr...

hahahha nk tetas rahang aku ketawa just by listening to her. Lom tgk facial expression lagi.. Aduyaiiii...

On more serious note, I think Alis was depressed. I know she was depressed. Depressed might be a big words but i just couold't find any other words to describe it. Lately, she was behaving weirdly and frequently throw tantrums. Soo not like her. Super sensitive I must say. Tak boley tersentuh sikit memang akan menangis. Clinging tu jngan ckp lah.. At times i think she was super-glued to my leg. I noticed though, things get more obvious after Bandung. My suspect was, Bandung reminded her of her father so much. All the time we was there, she'll kept mentioned she'd been to this place with papa.. she went already this place bought this and that with papa... etcetera etcetera etcetera...

As widely known, Alis loved her school dearly. Before this, she would voluntarily wake up, dragged her feet to bathroom and get dressed for school but recently, it's more or less like a war everyday. She would put up reasons like she misses me and insisted to stay home or she need to watch Shaun The Sheep today or she dun like her uniform today of all day or even worst, all excuses at once. U know, for the sake of escaping from having to go to school. I enrolled her in school in the 1st place coz I think she need something to distract her during her papa's absent. Daddy's girl always be daddy's girl huhh...

Last Thursday, as usual, she was making scene. So her teacher, Teacher Shima approached us and try to persuade Alis. When Alis started to calmed down, me and her teacher had a small talk. Well, I already explained to her beforehand bout "our situation" coz she told me Alis kept mentioned to her " Papa work jauh".

Teacher : Puan, I think she's depressed. I think she misses orang jauh. She used to be bubbly and very cheerful but now, when I asked her to do colouring or writing, I caught her termenung at times. When I asked her, she replied, she misses mummy. She also very sensitive lately.


Me started sebak. Eyes blurred with tears.

Me : Hmm yeah, I realised her changes also..Even at home, she was not really herself. Once i caught her hugging her father collectibles toys and when I asked her, she said Kakak nk peluk toys papa ni ek mummy.. Sebab kakak rindu sangattt kat Papa..


-patung askar kepunyaan papa yg menjadik pengganti diri papa-

At this time, air mata dh meleleh leleh.. It just breaks my heart seeing or in this case, hearing my baby like that. Rasa macam di robek robek hati ni. Poor my Alis. Our temporary separation effected her most i guess coz she was like very close to En Muddy. It's started taking it's toll on her. I pray hard that it doesn't do much damages to her emotion. Hence, I decided to follow my father back to Lumut last weekends. Maybe she needs fresh air..different environment. After all, our house at Lumut was landed house, which means more compound for Alis to play her roller skate, to run free..To release stress. Hope it'll help to cheer her a bit if not much...

Owwwwh before that, on Thurday evening, when I went to Ibu's to pick them up, Ibu told me Erin wanted to see Papa ( Ibu's hubby) so she will stay over till Papa come back from work. They will send her bck later of the day or I can pick her up myself if i want too or she'll just sleepover there that nite. I asked Alis if she wanted to stay too and she insisted to follow me back. In a car, i asked her if she wanted to watch movie with me and of course, I got a date !.

So we went bck and changed our attire and off we go to IOI mall. I was thinking of Alice in Wonderland but it ain't showing there anymore so we opted for next best thing - How to Train Your Dragon. Best rupa nyer.. Alis kept popping me thousand questions through out the show coz she dun understand some of the parts. Lucky, only about 9-10 moviegoers in our theater so i think my explanations doesn't caused discomfort to any of them.


- ready get set go ! -


-showing her "How to Train Your Dragon" tickets-


-enjoying her popcorn, suruh tgk camera pun bolayannnn -

Is it only us or it applied to everyone? that selera makan kurang lately. Memang no appetite specially for nasik. It may be bcoz of extreme hot weather or maybe bcoz kami rindukan En Muddy. Nk masak pun xde mood sangat neh. Hahahhaha bab penyakit M ni nk salahkan weather gak ke? Kalau dh memang rajin, ribut taufan pun x de alasan stop masak kan...Ni dh memang nama kurang rajin, bg alasan cuaca panas lak.. hahaha... So anyway anyhow, below are our humble dinners sepanjang minggu. Mmg x de mood nk makan nasi berlauk lately, so alternatively I cook mee or pasta ....


- sup bayam with chicken meat balls for kids-


-nask goreng cili padi huduh huduh(For info, in Tganu speak, huduh2 means simple, not ugly as normal direct translation) . I prefers nasik goreng yg simple x serabut. My version of nasik goreng for me normally ade ikan bilis, segunung cili padi, lotss of garlic and bawang and sayur kobis ke..kacang panjang ke...and telur.. Tak feel la mkn nasik goreng serabut mcm mcm menda ader dlm tu. Nonetheless, nasik goreng for kids mmg letak la mix vege, wajib.. udang or isik ayam, sausages..they still small and need more zat unlike mummy yg dh terlebey zat ni.. mkn ikan bilis cukup hahaha -


-spiral spaghetti with mackerel -


- meehun goreng singapore, supposedly ade sawi, kucai..daging, ayam, sotong..bawang goreng..daun sup daun bawang..but in my case, sbb anak anak ku ini, sume de akan taichi kluar..sume takmo..so simple version sudah to suits their taste... Things they dun know is, aku dh rebuskan cauliflowers.. and blendkan jadik puree and added dlm gravy de.. they can't taste the different due to strong halia taste but the kuah de rasa manis skit.. Jgn la guna broccoli lak , kang meehun goreng singapore patut warna puteh, meehun korang warna ijau... haha -


-cili jeruk for mummy..yang dh di "jeruk" kan dr mlm td... to accompany my meehun spore.. x de cili ni x complete..

Ala senang jek, cili ijau, cuka, garam & gula.. pandai2 la bajet rasa der.. Some people guna cili mentah, but I have things with raw stuff so this is based on my grandma's petua, dh potong cili ijau tu, rebuskan seketika..kaler ijau de akan turned out very nice..Lebey terserlah.. then br jerukkan with cuka,garam,gula.. Besides utk mengelakkan sakit perut, dgn cara rebuskan cili tu also can reduce down ur "menjeruk" time..normally for non-rebus cili, it will need at least overnite for it to taste nicely and terjeruk dgn sebati with vinegar but if u rebus it 1st, within 2-3 hrs jek dh ley mkn.. percayalahh...


- "Alis the combhand".. play tokey salon dgn Erin, as usual customer ade lah mummy, mcm biasa.. ade style nerd belah tengah...ade style rock...ade style serabut.. No pic atas permintaan customer dan untk menjaga hak exclusive rekacipta ..hahah layannnn -



- Si mata lebah, she's so loyal to her sunglass smpi tido on the way blk KL pun x tanggal wehh... tu yg lene berejam2, sbb cuaca "mendung" jek sepanjang jalan..hahaha -


- Kids, we're almost there..Sabar skit je lagi okay ! We're almost there.. -